Need a plan. No. A better job. Real income. Going to Japan. Nothing more to say to them or myself. I've been lying to myself and to her for too long. Not too late. Can't... Just gotta keep my head up and focused, working hard and whatnot. Can't wait for things to get better, just gotta grab hold of my own life, eh?

Damn Canadians and their contageous accents. Just needed to get that all out of my system. Feel better now. I'm ok. Applying for other jobs. Dad has to be away so much... could use his help right now. It's ironic, I seem to talk to him more when one of us is away.